What a day!

Well it was just one of those days, one of those times you get to step in and try to do something to help, but at the same time you wonder if your helping, or hindering, or dancing the roomba - I hop’d in and helped on a computer build, while dealing with a internet issue, then fixed up 2 computers for this crazy lady (hi angel!) and followed that up with a slice of cheesecake (which I think I am still digesting… mmmm) and was going to have a night hanging out with the kMan, but  sadly - he was nowhere to be found.

So my night picked up here at the house, got some real food in me finally, and proceeded to unwind, I dunno, just had a urgency on things today - at least it felt that way to me, but things got done - took in some supplies to the office, which I don’t think the guys understand are there for everyone, which is fine I guess, but at least a few folks seem to get the hint and enjoyed some of the munchies/drinks, at my office I always had snacks, drinks, things like popcorn and such - wanted things to be relaxed, and if you just needed a snack, no need to run to a store to buy something, it was there.

I feel like sometimes people take me trying to be nice as me trying to PUSH something on them, I realize, some folks don’t want a hand out, they don’t want you to have pity for them, or think they aren’t able to support/care/handle their family/business/etc. but I dunno, I guess everyone has the right to say “No thanks” and I respect that, I mean if someone doesn’t want my help - its quite simply a gift they can easily not accept - but today I did have someone get a little defensive when I was trying to lend a hand, was off the cuff, and maybe they realized how they sounded, and sort of stepped back, but I dunno - by no means am I trying to say my friends are incapable of getting something nice, taking care of business, etc. I just like doing nice things for folks. I dunno, maybe thats odd - but so be it, I have learned over the years, I’m a tad odd.

But anywhoo - coming up on 1am here, I am leaving tomorrow for Grover Beach for the day, I love the trip - and I am dropping off my mom who my sister will bring home over the weekend - so everybody wins - BUT also I get to take some photography of my niece playing soccer!!!!! WOOHOO!! Never have done sports photography, so I may actually go use my $50 gift card at CompUSA tomorrow and get a 2 or 4GB CF Card since I want to shoot half of the game in digital negative so I can do some color touchups and such - but tomorrow should be fun! Then it’s back on Friday for the Fluxar Dawgs in Da Alley fest, and Movies with Cousin Sarah and possibly a friend or two, then my weekend fun going to a 2yr old’s birthday (us redheads hafta stick together).

So night all, do keep my friends in your prayers, not sure what’s up 100% but things were mildly confirmed that there is indeed something up when I talked to him briefly today, so just hoping its all gonna work out one way or another - ah life. Thanks for stopping by and reading my insanity.