Know when to hold em…

So its been one of those month’s thus far, heck since I aged, things have been nuts. Let’s see, first extended downtime on the new servers (boy that happened early), overdrawn at the bank due to a billing mishap (billed 6 days early, 2 checks come in tomorrow that would of covered it all), sleep messed up, brain over-thinking again. Ah the joys of my life

All in all after today things feel better - parents helped out some cover the overages at the bank which helped a lot, brother offered to help as well keep me from getting more and more in the hole with overdraft - just one of those horrible timing things, but I have $33 in the bank, and in a few days even more, which still leaves me to pay back my parents but just crazy, plus messed up sleep probably really made it worse than it really was, as much as I don’t sleep, after several weeks of high stress, emotions, etc. sleep is one thing I really have to get caught up on.

Also started a project today, I need to work on it some tonight, this project isn’t work related, isn’t even friend related - this is me working on something I should of months ago, but with my crazy life, one thing pops up, then another, but made some awesome progress, going to work a bit more tonight/this morning - whatever this magical hour is - and then in the AM head to the office for a bit, and call more on this bill, and see what I can get ironed out.

So hopefully things with my budget level out, get a few extra bucks in the PayPal, make it through taxes (gonna be a pain this year, 2 1099’s), and hopefully figure out what the heck my brain is thinking on a few life choices, then put them to prayer and the ol heart (cuz this head over thinks things too much) - but thats me in a nut shell, tired, exhausted, tad insane (you all knew that though) but alive and blessed. Off to my project. Night!