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It seems that more and more the theme of these blogs is budget – money is tight, business is fast, then slow – I get excited about things, then torn down by others – heck even just brought down by others in general, life is such a funny thing.
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I dunno, lately I have more folks relying on me – needing me to complete a task, and of course, in the end I am no closer to paying off bills, expanding the budget to get the apartment, I dunno – it’s the never-ending conflict in me, that strange middle ground in life of being “helpful” or being paid for a “job” and yet, when it comes down to it, folks would rather me simply be helpful and save their butt than pay me a wage – and I am not saying that there are not folks out there who are like helpfulness, several of my friends would give me the shirt off their backs if I was truly in need – but sadly as one friend and my father both put it “While honor is given, it is not always returned” – and that is so true – I can be honorable, I can go above and beyond to help someone, but that doesn’t mean that they’ll instantly return the favor.
Life is a funny thing – amazing how in a single day one can be up, can be doing great, then it all just slowly goes down-hill – I have seriously looked around at jobs, and I found one that I could probably handle, and it’d be a change of location, of course it’d mean moving about 20 minutes outside of Beverly Hills, but part of me is considering it – maybe break the cycles of some folks here who use and abuse this ol brain for their gain, but then when it comes to returning the favor – or even yet, bringing me on even part time, it’s not possible.
Who knows, it’s been a long day, a nice blend of good, a bit of bad, some fun chatting about business, and some time playing Halo 3, but I’ve officially been up for too many hours, maybe I just need a nap, or maybe it’s time I had a real wake-up call. Ah life. Night.