Getting there… I think.

Hi My name is Chuck, I’m a broken individual. Lately I just think life is out to break me down a bit, or I’m fighting uphill on something I shouldn’t be with my business - I dunno. Another cancelation Friday, wasn’t expecting it in the least, and sadly the person hasn’t written back as to why they are canceling - but based upon the budget host they moved to, apparently $5 a month is too steep, I dunno. I wish I did, if there is a problem with websites, the hosting services currently deployed, I just wish someone would say “Hey Chuck, this is broken, can we get a fix?” - but such is the game I suppose.

I am not sure what I am doing, that’s the honest to God truth, I am trying to fight to keep the business going smoothly (which is easy enough), but at the same time trying to push forward in my own life, but I guess that’s not something easily done, especially on a tight budget of the “small business”, I have some thoughts in mind, and I am hoping to get a upgrade to the billing system which will make it’s built in affiliate program a tad more useable (requires a referral be with the hosting for X days before payout is given), but I am also going to really push with TN some larger “Business” hosting and business type services, laying off FH for a while, still some minor pushes here and there - but really finish up TN enough to get it smoothed out and ready to join in the fight.

But today, I get to pseudo transfer money from PayPal -> The Bank! Basically going to pull some cash from the ATM via the PayPal card, then walk inside, and deposit said money into the bank lol - they open in about 10 minutes, so such is my plan - but I think I’ll probably do a run downtown to the old office, see if the $200+ in checks showed up, and them give the kMan a call and see if he got anything at the new office, then if not, I’ll head to the bank to get this done and deposited.

Anywhoo - prayers are appreciated, I know one way or another things are going to get better, I still am hopeful that the job will magically call, but as it stands nothing has come in as of yet, but only a week out, and maybe mine is in a pile of “Let’s call him back, now who’s next?” and they’re sorting (a boy can dream can’t he?) - so there it is, my randomness for the day. More later I’m sure, just have to make it thru this day first