SubscribeWell as I said another day, another post. My future has been on my mind a lot lately, I have been trying to find direction as of late as to the next step of my life – be it my job, my location, my relationships, etc. got to chat briefly with my good friend Dan tonight about it some, just not sure where I am going, I took a IT job over a year ago, and I think I *might* be near my completion there – I just don’t walk away each day accomplished, granted I imagine not every day I would, but I feel drained both physically and emotionally – the work place is not really anything close to healthy work environment.
But to that same end, I am praying if Bakersfield is my long-term home, and if the server/hosting game is the long-term employment – I just don’t know. Thus some late nights with a lot on my mind – for instance do I stay here in the Apartment dealing night-by-night with noisy neighbors who jump around upstairs at all hours of night, making horrible racket of which managers do nothing about 
or do I look seriously at getting in on buying a house? But if so does that mean I am staying in Bakersfield? Staying at the local job?
A lot of things to consider & pray about – sometimes I think I am meant to be outside of this town, granted this has been my safe haven, my home, my comfort zone, but maybe it is time to move along to somewhere else where God needs me, I mean the great thing about hosting/servers – I can be anywhere, so it’s not like my business is nailed down in Bakersfield, I could move anywhere with internet access and be good to go – but at the same time hosting would need to pick up again and be able to cover things like housing, bills, etc. and the day job has helped cut bills in half, get things in order, so maybe it’s all coming together and I just need to wait? Not sure.
So I’ve said all of that to ask for prayer. I have a slew of ideas, plans, etc. in my mind, and I am trying to find God’s will in all of this no my own, as I am sure I could screw up things 1,000,000 ways 
I have mad skills in that field!
Anywhoo your prayers are greatly appreciated, and hopefully things will all come together, and my neighbors will stop dancing…. at 11:30pm … even my old neighbors weren’t this bad, *sigh* – back to doing laundry I suppose. Night folks, thanks in advance for the prayers.