me… the epic journey continues

Morning! As always I find I end up awake at odd hours - never fails, months of a push to normal sleep, ends up with what I am doing now, working on computers, listening to StrongBad Album - a interesting day / evening / week - recently. One thing I have been battling with myself for the past few weeks all comes back to one core issue "Who am I?" - Well the simple answer "Me" As non-descriptive that may be the bottom line is who I am is who I will be, I am a guy who does nice things on a whim - do services for people that I should be charging thousands of dollars for, I tend to worry about others before myself and thus get run down, and sleep patterns all messed up - but there is the balance - work for work vs. work for friends - finding that true line vs. having a grey area, and making friend’s work my friendly fixes, vs. my friend’s work as a JOB.

This week I have seen a lot of things in my life which need some tweaking, schedule is the core of it - making time for things - church, friends, gym, housework, and of course - Work. Lately that has been highly unbalanced and in the end has actually cost me some business, sanity, etc. So I hope to by week ends be back to the gym, as I have gained 10lbs from working late eating junk food, and working mainly on heavy lifting with furniture etc. vs. moving fast on a treadmill, plus with awesome cooler evenings this year, may be time to invest in a new bike and do some above and beyond the gym - ride down at the lake.

I have had some awesome friends through this crazy transition in my brain - me trying to figure things out, people who asked how I was doing, what was up, asking me why I had’nt blog’d lately, nice to know people care - but I also found out in the midst of that some honest feedback about me, I do tend to be rather closed about who I am, but at the same time, there really isn’t much to me - but if for some reason there is something you’ve always wondered about me, feel free to ask.

Lastly, God is good. Been trying to spend more time with him lately, still haven’t really looked for a home church, still doin home bible-study off and on by myself, but I think it’s time to make the plunge, find a home church. My parents would love for so many reasons for me to join their new Church,  they have met and I quote ‘cute girls’ that I need to meet lol - Gotta love parents trying to setup their last Single child. Bless their hearts lol - but time will tell where I will end up, I have always gone to church with my family, but maybe it’s time to branch out a bit… who knows!

Anywhoo - back to my project here - still trying to tame linux for my desktop use, still have all major OS’s here though, Sparky & BigBoy (Linux) - Grace (XP Laptop) - ibook (iBook - no clever name… yet) - but I do hope to scale down my other CRT monitor soon to a 19-21inch LCD - want to make Sparky into a Media center and use it as my TV here in the room - all in due time, still need to find a replacement cell phone, Treo600’s are cheap now, but no BT, small screen, if only I had a rich sugar mama

Night all. Thanks for the prayers and checking in on me - I really do appriciate it.