Brain Overtime

Well another night here at 3am, which I guess equtes to another “Morning” if one was to get techincal, however after you are awake all this time, day/night are kinda silly terms, more of “Still Dark Outside” seems to fit better :)

So the real questions is why am I up? Work? Not so much. Sick? I think I had some bad strawberry Quik, but I don’t think it’s that either. So what then? Not sure I am ready to talk about it just yet - for once, dare I even say it, it’s a ‘personal’ matter - yes ladies and gents, Chuck is up and about due to a personal life. I haven’t really had one in nearly 5 years, a matter of choice I suppose, building a business takes a lot of one’s time, and focusing on issues of clients vs. say going to the movies with friends was a choice, but throw in a touch of anxiety, and it wasn’t even really an option I chose to consider out of fear.

So what could be so important in my personal life that it is keeping me up? Choices. There are some choices on my mind, of which could re-work how my life operates, time priorities, etc. Granted this does tie into work some, as this choice will truly effect every part of my life, no matter which way I decide. Ah the vagueness :)

Needless to say I’d appriciate some prayers on it, no real specifics I can put forth currently, but I figure God has a good idea as it’s been in my prayer time for a few weeks now off and on, but the last week or so, part of what I am doing awake, just a lot of prayer time. But one way or another this choice will lead to good things, it already has, but the choice if I make it, I think would be an amazing journey, and expand upon the current mini-choice I already made :) Okay, enough vagueness, back to laying down.

Posted on 13 September '05 by Chuck Brown, under The Real Me, basic goodness, deep thoughts.

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