Today my rents came and said “Do you want the backyard?” an odd question I suppose, but to me a fun one as I wanted a place to bring friends over to relax, mellow, outdoors, fresh air, relaxing, etc. etc.
So my mind now has yet another thing I am thinking on, thankfully not a “WORK” one, but something which could be very exciting, allowing for a nice firepit, good BBQ facilities, places to eat, etc. so already researching grass, trees, shrubs, etc. as well as outdoor add-ons, and pricing wood as I think I want to build a patio cover outside, my parents had been talking about it, but never got a chance to work on it, to me it’d be nice so on rainy days have chairs outside, relax under the cover of a roof 
Anywhoo jazzed about it to say the least! Back to sketching, then shower, then b-day party, then maybe a trip of B&N with a cousin in tow to visit one Rosie 
Wowza. What a week, craziness, and still so much to do, and my one desire lately is a desire for sleep! Some things I need to simply get done, some things I have set back due to some personal choices, which if I had to pick, crazy rich deals, or personal time spent, personal time spent, time and time again I’d choose it again.
That’s what it has been lately, business, or personal, sure sure - I still need to find a healthier balance, but I am trying to level out a few years of personal life neglect But I am getting the balance back slowly but surely, trying to stick to a 9-5 style work day if possible, hit projects hard and heavy in the evenings if I don’t have anything else already planned, one job already earning me upwards of $1,200 for some simple server setup, so been busy, been crazy - but trying to keep life open for opertunties.
Have an offer on the table to goto Spirit West Coast, definately considering it - might be a nice big event, sure sure, some mild anxiety - but to take some live photos definately. I’m a sucker for a camera opertunity - but time will tell how my schedule over the next week progresses, still a lot to do, a lot to say, etc. So for now, it’s sleep time, big day tomorrow, work, fun, work, fun
Night all.
Mr. Vinson’s 26th Birthday
Seems to come around again! Man what a week, here I am yet again, another night at later than 3am, I have written this letter to FH clients a few times now, trying to figure out what exactly to say, how to layout the gameplan, and yet each time, it just seems only half right - I know what I want to say, but just can’t seem to put it down on paper, so many distractions, and other clients trying to keep my attention on their projects, some are on the table, some are waiting in the wings for others to do their part so I can finish up, and then there’s the client who has been given all the tools to do what they need to do, and yet still for some reason feels they need me to do it - makes my head hurt.
This weekend I plan on starting on my taxes, about a week or so later than planned, but just been so much going on, and still is, just don’t want to wait too long to get started/done granted an extra day or two, but still don’t want to do the whole “Last Minute” game - just want them done, out of the way, and one less thing on the list.
Office stuff - should have a firmer picture of whats going on tomorrow, the company who has been named here before, who for now I will not name again, has done it again, offered Service A, provided Service C - thinking it’d be “ok” or some magical logic as to why we’d pay more for something entirely different - they are for once, off the bat trying to make it right, still playing the blame game of “Well…. XYZ and ABC knew about LMNOP” but between me and my brother, were just not in the mood to play games, life is too crazy for yet another game on the table.
Well I should wrap up here, tonight I have a possible hang out with some good friends, maybe catching a movie in the theatre or at the house, just hope I don’t fall asleep on everyone, just feel like I have been running like a chicken with it’s head cut off lately, soo many directions, so much to do in each one, but the end is in sight, just slowly getting there is all… can’t wait till there’s a break in the insanity.
Ms. Carter’s bday - she’s 26 25
Today was one of those days, slow, boring start with only minor headache, big afternoon full of blessings after a good nap (really tired lately) - good walk, awesome dad who helped out with Rosie’s car, and a good evening - trying out a month worth of Vongo (as my Blockbuster account is going up $3 a month - and it’s just not worth it anymore) got to laugh a bit more as I worked into the evening to movies like Spy hard (hilarious!).
But it was just one of those days I was ultra blessed to have good friends, awesome family, and a God who has my back - still a lot in the works here, still a lot on the table, still a lot of things making me tired - but tomorrow I hope to have a lot of things working out, the new 4.5mpbs line goes in at the office, we start moving sites from the server (which I have to take offline and rebuild), but getting things moved over and online to the servers there for all of my brothers’ work stuff - but it’s good stuff, busy, but good - the additional bandwidth will be a nice addition to the office, and as Awaken moves in with me, should provide them a speedy connection too!
But I exhausted, thats for sure, and once all this stuff is in place, my road trip is going to be one heckuva vacation at some level, one 5+ years in the making, truly getting away, while at the same time there are things that make me want to keep me close to home, but I think this is something I really need to clear my head, and get things in perspective for the next big chunk of my life, so hopefully funds allowing, time allowing, I can take a good, long trip, and get lots of silly postcards, if only I could find a place to print photos on the road and make my own from the shots of the day - too many thoughts
Anywhoo, some tweaks to do here before I crash out for the night, but going to try and get to sleep early as I need to work some things out at the office in regards to keys, basement access etc. so hopefully I get to sleep at a semi-decent hour (me, sleep, lol… what a dreamer I am!) - want to escape briefly sometime this week and try my hand at some various indoor photography, I still need to work on my low-light shooting conditions… where to go, what to do… time will tell - but continued prayers are appriciated, also if ya can throw Rosie and her fam in there too, they’d definately appriciate it, maybe more details on that later.
Night folks, thanks for reading my scattered thoughts
Rosie’s Birthday! Woohoo!
