When do you become a “Web Power”

Some would say to keep my mouth shut on this, and not “stir things up” and that the risk of a lawsuit is a bad thing for “slander” or “defiling someone’s character” but in this instance, I can safely say:

“Suck it.” (going to love hearing that one in court!)

Over the last few days some things have transpired at a place I used to work, let’s call the place something out there so no one can figure it out, let’s call it CMCentral or CMC for short (see how clever I am) - but before one can go into that arena and say “Why do you care?” lets rewind a bit to when I worked for CMC - like several other “Christian” businesses your job was more “ministry” than “work”, when you were asked to do something more, it was for “the ministry” not the “job”, the site owner, and again being clever here - we’ll call him Sean or “Sean.v.T” for short (seems longer, but it just looks that way.) is a nice enough guy you’d want to help him, and you feel part of something, you want to see it do well, so you go above and beyond.

In my own history for CMC I helped out sometimes getting wrapped up in things and missed a wedding setting up a chat for Mercy Me, wrote software that a YEAR after the fact was nit-picked to death, and in the end due to extreme difference in opinions on the “best” way to do something, we parted ways and my time suddenly freed up greatly, allowing me to swing back into full tilt on my own business and workings - so not a bad end for me, and after a few months Sean.v.T and I worked on some projects as by the great advice of at the time senior editor let’s call him BdG (Simple, clean, its short enough), I picked up some side jobs here and there doing software updates, and server moves etc. so a good end to the story for the most part, right?

Well fastfwd back to the the happenings of late, BdG is outed as editor of CMC, to me a position that was really more of a burden to him vs. a blessing, granted CMC can open some doors to media contacts, but at what price? Some of you can say “Sean is a ________” you can say he’s wrong, and in a lot of ways you’d be right, and in some you’d be wrong - don’t get me wrong, I think here Sean has a lot of splainin to do - goes without saying, it was handled poorly, and a post not to JUST the forum, but on the main site, needs to be done - I don’t care how “un-professional” that might look, were human, companies are run by humans and humans make mistakes, and in good faith I think the new editor should make an apology as well, I don’t know her, but I highly doubt she meant this on purpose, but a simple apology is not too much to ask.

I would say to those of  you who are truly though wasting your breath on the forums @ CMC spend your energies elsewhere,  while I wish I could say “keep up the posts, Sean will break soon!” bottom line is Sean see’s CMC as a fore front in Christian music, and I don’t deny the site has a big following, and does a lot of things, and with a presence in TN it has a closer hook up to many Christian artists compared to other websites of a similar nature - but prove that the site is powered by the people, support BdG’s site and help promote it, heck if it needs its own server due to growth, I’m happy to stand behind it and make it happen, I’m that Crazy.

Brenton is not only a client of mine, but I do consider him a friend - we have done business, worked side by side @ CMC during my final time there - but while my leaving was one of a quiet breeze (I was the man behind the curtain), BdG’s will be felt for a while, but I applaud those of you who have really put out a real sense of caring here for BdG, threads like:

  1. Here’s My Feedback
  2. Sean, Step Up Or Step Aside
  3. The Changes At Cmcentral

While some of those are actually deleted, I read through them before I de-admin’d myself (people started to think I worked there again), you guys are awesome - but I encourage each of you, link to TRuDatMusic on MySpace, your blogs, your websites, add it to your signature, put the word out, and help it truly become a “web power” that commands the same if not more level of respect like that of CMC.

Life goes on in the end, and I’d encourage any of you who have media contacts or know someone in a Christian group, set them setup with BdG @ GMA Week, I know some of you who read this know folks, heck I know a few, and I’ll be sending out an email or two, maybe even a phone call or two if I can be awake at a normal hour :) but there it is, support TRuDat - and with that, I am going to call it a night - but above and beyond anything else, keep both sides in prayer. Night!

Death & Taxes (mainly taxes)

So taxes just got insanely more easy - one W9 said they weren’t sending one, the other has sent nothing nor returned calls - so moving forward, but the remainder is just tally work, but not too hard, getting my LaserJet 1000 up and running on the Parallels XP install tomorrow to print some base #’s and get the process rolling, should be done by Friday, enter the info into the tax app on my parent’s computer, and I should be good to print, write a check or two, and move forward.

I have a wedding to goto this month, 2 friends from my old Gym are getting married, I think I am supposed to take a date to weddings, but I think I’m going to take my camera (it almost takes up a seat on it’s own) :) but I need to buy a pair of pants if I am going to go to take pictures so I don’t blind folks with my legs - plus compared to a compact point-n-shoot camera, my camera isn’t exactly SMALL :)

A big hello to Fluxar Studios who recently discovered by blog - well as I know Windows Users and Mac users are viewing, I’ll say hello to the Windows guy I know who uses Firefox (Hi Sam) and to the Mac Guy who uses Safari (Hi Ryan) - for those of you unfamiliar with Fluxar it’s owned by my buddy kMan, I do some work on their servers, help out on Misc. projects on occasion, they are all great folks minus that Ryan kid :) (j/k - I love you Ryan, but in a manly viking sort of way) - Ryan has vowed to read all my posts since 2002, hopefully it’ll give him some insight to my insanity.

Had a good phone call with a friend tonight, and hope my babbling made some sense, just really wish there was more I could do to help, but in the end, some choices in life must be made by one’s self - and while I know my friend will see through all his current problems, just wish there was more comfort in my words, or something I could say to make it all okay, and the blinders be lifted from the mess now to see into the future and see what life can hold not just the negative / depressing element of life right now - but healing takes time, keep my friend in your prayers, he can definitely use em.

Well I think I am going to fire up the MBP (which needs a name), turn on the media rig with a movie,  but there is only 1 thing left to mention - tonight I reached Pro Status on Wii Sports in Boxing! BooYah! Good workout, did 6 rounds in a row, and took out 4 of the guys in the first round (muwhahaha) - have a Good Thursday Folks. Off to a night of my usual insanity!

One last thing…

Is watching Dr. Who considered an addiction when you watch it again, and again? (probably so) :) for the record as I said on Twitter, Series 3, brilliant. Thats it for real this time… I hope ;) Night folks.

Invasion of the Small Blonde One.

Or as others like to call her, Charity! My niece will be here tomorrow for a week I believe (still fuzzy on the details, been sleeping a lot, and I miss a lot of a day compared to not sleeping) - but should be fun, she will get to play Grandma’s new game on Wii (Open Season) - test drove it some tonight and it’s pretty fun, and follows the movie pretty closely - but requires a lot of interaction with the wii-mote, but it works ;)

Today was more sleeping, anymore weekends just tend to be a real “shutdown” time for me, never was before, but the last few weekends I just have totally crashed out - which is nice, gives this ol pile of bones a chance to rest up - biggest trip today was the trip to Foodmax for supplies for the meal tomorrow for Easter,  but also making sure my camera is ready as well for the kiddo coming, always fun getting her on camera when she’s here because she’s just like me - totally nuts.

I am thinking of  doing something a wise man once said  to do which is “break that cycle” - a few I have broken, done things lately I normally would of not, but the big one I am leaning towards is traveling a bit, finances are tight, car needs an oil change, but I really just want to get lost for a while - I have talked about it over and over again for the last few years, but never have gotten to doing it, I figure while I do want to take up my good buddy Jon up on a trip to his flat down-under, I figure first things first I have entire large continent here to explore a bit - so who knows, maybe after taxes venture towards Colorado (Aunt Margie), Washington (Aunt/Uncle/Grandparents/Cousins), Arizona (This guy I knew growing up, we shall call him Cory.), or maybe just drive and end up somewhere else. I dunno, I mean like the veggie tales song says “and I’ve never been to Boston in the fall.” which is so true.

So the fund has begun, need to probably get my car tuned up before I go, get some spare cash so I don’t live on Credit Cards, and sell my GPS and get a newer fancy one that I can easily put more maps on so I can’t truly get ‘lost’ but at least have a way out of where I am ;) I dunno - some definite options to go on - but by the start of, or before 2008 I want to have some travel outside of California under my belt - I’d love to hit Colorado or Washington as both are beautiful areas where my relatives live, and even if my relatives could only put me up for a day, the time taking shots would be awesome ;) not to say Arizona wouldn’t be bad either (correct me if I’m wrong Cory).

Well thats the bits in my mind which I had to get out, and it’s only 11pm, man folks are going to start to talk!  but who knows, as I have found the last few years, life is a funny thing sometimes, best laid plans don’t always work out, but here’s to saving up some cash, and if the trip fails, the cash could always go towards lighting/lenses for my photography! :) Which too isn’t a bad idea - but for now, off to my wiki to make some notes, and then I think I am going to curl up on the couch, put in a nice quiet DVD (Snakes on a Plane - LoL) and call it an evening. Happy Easter Folks.

And that was Friday… I think.

Well I just got back from my Sister’s house, went over with my cousin to play some Wii, and followed it up with Starwars Risk  (Go Rebel Alliance!)  - and then headed back to my Cousin’s car so she could drive home to her parents house - but a relaxing evening!

Today was.. well short really. I really had a “relaxing” Friday, aka I slept, and slept good. Worked on projects between naps, but everything I had planned, went out the window and I just was tired and slept - when I woke up this afternoon for the final time, I took mom and dad out to dinner,  then more or less went to beth’s - but all in all a good day, which means someone’s birthday present (which isn’t anything too special ($10,000,000 dollars in cash and prizes)) will hafta wait till Monday or tomorrow at some point, time will tell.

But keep praying for my friend, things with him are pretty much a rock bottom, and he could really use your prayers, as could his wife & kids, wish I could say more, but thats not something thats “public” knowledge and I do know some folks read this who know him, so not much to put out there, but God knows the needs there!

Anywhoo - good week overall, hopefully a relaxing weekend, a good easter Sunday, and then some time with the kiddo! Woohoo! but for now, I think I am going to curl up on the couch, and take a nap, or shower, couch, then nap - so many choices so little time ;)

Life.

A good week all in all - got a lot of things done, some new orders, some side work, bandwidth shaping up, etc. things are going well - but just been a hard week in the regard of trying to help those I care about, and not feeling like I can - a few of my friends are in situations with life, that I can’t even imagine, can’t comprehend at some level - and all that seems like a good idea at this point is giving them space to sort it out.

So I go into this weekend wondering the status of one friend, worried for another - and finding all I can do is pray - life is one of those things you know up’s and down’s - and while I know one friend will see his way through this rough spot in his life, others to me just seem to be going in deeper and deeper from the life they were trying to get away from, and my advice seems to go on deaf ears - but tis their life to live.

Friday holds the possibilities of doing some shooting out and about, thinking I’ll check my tires, fill up the tank, and venture up the mountain, get a hotel for the evening, and shoot at a higher elevation, just have to do one little thing before I go, if I do, but if not, then its the usual work around the house bit, maybe help dad install the new washer/dryer him and mom got, and finish organizing my bedroom with the latest furniture positioning. Time will tell - but too everyone reading, have a good Friday and a Great Easter Weekend. Take Care!

The Media Project

A few months ago I started sketching out some programming, just laying out the layers of interaction, how things would work, and getting the ball rolling with a project to handle all my media from a remote location should I ever be out and about, and desire say a MP3, a DVD, a Image, etc. just a end-to-end solution for all of my media, last night, I started on it some, after a day of playing with ScreenCasts I am creating for customers - I felt like a little “me” time was needed.

I started on my Wiki I setup, mapped out some of the general things, listed the DVD’s first on the list, and actually did a dry run with Firefly (Disc Two, First Episode on the disc) - and I must say, it went swimmingly. Granted, the end result was a 100MB+ file, still, original audio track (not slimmed down) and original DVD resolution, it was not too shabby for a 45 minute episode, and played pretty dang smooth.

So now I have the basis for playing Flash Based Movies, there is some code to be had, a little PHP/MySQL since this Flash Player I am using has some functionality for that built in, I can start to map out and setup entire seasons/batches of videos in FLV, from my Stargate Collection, to My Name is Earl, and put them up in a secret location to utilize on the go - which leads to another issue “Bandwidth” - what to do, what to do. One option is actually rather cool, just got off the phone and I can get 10mp down / 2mb Up for $200~ a month, take out my normal cable modem bill and its not that bad, plus 5 static IP’s enough to do the friends server, etc. plus it’s cable, which is burstable/scalable, etc. So could be very good.

But thats my latest distraction, and it seems like it’ll be a good one, heck having to watch the FLV’s to make sure they are clean, it’s hard work! ;) but life lately seems good - distractions are nice, but today it just seems one thing after another is going right, and I say PTL for that! Just got an order, just got a $500 check, just got a call on bandwidth - a good day thus far indeed, I am greatly blessed - so what am I going to do? Goto the bank, goto Target, and possibly Del Taco. Oh yeah. :) have a good Friday folks.